I’m really looking forward to next weekend.
It’ll be weird going to Bristol I really just want the uni to get back to me, it’s frustrating as I really don’t think I’ll get in but I’ve never wanted to go to anywhere this much since around last March and then looking into things more. Although obviously my more recent visits have played a part as it’s such a nice place and I feel quite at home there.
The uni course is perfect, the best one out of all of my choices (which I’m regretting a little now ah…)
I get why people think I’m being stupid. Although I think people think the only reason I want to go there is because of Josh, it is not that would be a silly reason for wanting to go somewhere, because of someone else I mean. Well I shall just have to get over it but I’m not so sure what to do at the end of this year really, I think I’ll wait until I know whether I’ve been unsuccessful or not and if I have then see how I feel on results day and just go with my gut instinct.